Let The Blabbing Begin

After a long time, I wanted to write again. :)

I can't remember when I stopped writing. Yesterday, I visited my Friendster account, which I have abandoned since joining Facebook, and remembered that I had a blog page there. The last entry was posted on 2008. Two years. Wow, long time. I used to write in my journal every night. (Well, ok. That was way back in my first couple of years in high school. Hehe.) I used to give my friends mushy notes every now and then even though I see them almost everyday. When we graduated in high school, I would post a weekly update on my life in our Y!group and I'd give them letters when I see them for summer, semestral and Christmas breaks. Then there's the aforementioned Friendster blog (which I doubt they ever did read). But then, one day, i just realized that i'm not writing as often as before. Maybe I got too busy with school, I don't know.

Truth is, I'm not much of a writer. I'm more of a blabber. Most of the time, I just rant and rant about whatever crosses my mind. Sometimes I make sense. Sometimes I even confuse myself. Haha! Sometimes it's just a load of crap. But then again, I don't write to make sense. I write because it's a way for me to vent out my emotions. Most of the time that I want to rant about something, or someone, no one's available to listen. I know that my friends love me and they'd be happy to listen to me. But they're just too busy these days and I don't want to make them miserable by making them listen to my endless rants about stuff (Embarrassingly, I've been ranting about the same "stuff" for so many years.) when they have their own problems to deal with. I write because it gets a load out of my chest. Sometimes, I start writing to rant about something that made me feel bad. By the time I finish writing, I can't remember why I was so pissed. It's a way to clear my head.

I never really wanted to create a blogspot account. I felt like I don't deserve to be on blogspot. Yeah. I seriously thought that if you have a blogspot account, you should write about something sensible. So why the heck am I here?

One friend told me before, "Bakit di ka na lang mag-blog? Imbes na mag-gm (group message) ka, i-blog mo na lang." I think he got annoyed from receiving too much messages from me. Hehe! So since I'm on a GM hiatus and it's kinda hard to keep track of the rants I've been posting on Facebook (Yeah. Weird huh? I like to keep track of the stupid things I say. Haha!), I decided to heed his advice. I'm going to keep an online journal! That's another purpose for blogs, right? :)

So, since I'm gonna feel guilty if I don't, I'm gonna try my best to keep my posts interesting. And if my definition of interesting does not match your definition, forgive me. :)

Yeah. I'm happy to be writing again. :))